Flightless Bird
Melissa
18 years
as-i-was-leaving-too-soon:

"I think a lot of times when you meet someone you feel like you need to appear like you’re not interested in them so that they’ll be more interested in you. But what happens when you start showing him that you actually like him? What’s he gonna do then? Play the tape forward; how do you keep a guy like that? I don’t want to sign up for that. I just don’t want to end up in a relationship that isn’t fair ever again.”

I decided to start to love myself and try to have meal without feeling guilty for days. I am not going to post too skinny girls and tricks how to lose weight. I know it’s hard to recover on your own, but I am not ready to tell anyone of my eating habits. If this gets out of my hands I am going to tell my parents and try to get professional help. I hope every single one of you also get to the point where you decide for yourself and your happiness and not for hating yourself because you don’t look like you want.


zanetehaiden:

Yes mother I have slept for thirteen hours straight but Jesus slept for three days straight and started a religion so I don’t wanna hear it

(Source: zanetheaiden)

http://pinkifingers.tumblr.com/post/93021014991/letsletthemcriticize-i-kinda-want-to-delete-the

letsletthemcriticize:

i kinda want to delete the million things i have posted over the last years. i still want to lose weight, but i don´t want others to get triggerd. i know my limits, but i´m affraid some of my followers don´t. i am affraid that i have ruined someones life with this blog…

the problem is that i am aware of the things i am doing to myself, but i do not know if my followers know what they really are doing. i know i am not responsible for their actions, but what if i am the cause they started to skip dinners?


i kinda want to delete the million things i have posted over the last years. i still want to lose weight, but i don´t want others to get triggerd. i know my limits, but i´m affraid some of my followers don´t. i am affraid that i have ruined someones life with this blog by posting things that are not healthy at all. i don´t know how i would react if i am one of the faults that you are starving right now.